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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

this is the new video of my chemical romance... check it owt.....




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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

wow... i just read like 5 stories na sa soompi.com... hehe..... ang ganda... gling talaga ng mga korean novels... :P...... i have to tell you somthing......

dave has this pic of him and a girl looking at each other... and it tore me apart... well i guess it was just his friend... ero... ewan!! tas ung occupation nia "maninisid" there are 2 meanings... the one that dives in a pool... and dives in a..... well... enough of that.... well.... the other night, i couldn't sleep. its like... i wanna cry, yet i can't cry.... hmmp!.... i feel so... used... well i don't think the "w8 for me..." is really "real" coz... man.. someday he will think that he likes a 13 yr old girl! i mean. he's 18.... what are the odds of that? alot. well this song "i'm not okay(i promise) " by my chemical romance... nakakarelate ako.... well iniba ko lyrics.. look...


Well if you wanted honesty that’s all you have to say

I never want to let you down or have you go, its better of this way!

For all the pacute looks, the photographs your bestfriend took.

Remember when you broke your sticks from drumming on the snare to long

I’m not okay

I’m not okay

I’m not okay

You wear my out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the pacute looks
The photographs your bestfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-freakin-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)




there.... see... nakakarelate me... kea... aun... i txtd nad about it sbi nia we can't judge him... welll its just that i feel terrible... un lng... ="(


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Sunday, July 24, 2005


haay... errghh... sunday... umuwi kmi ng maaga... dhil.. c pastor adrian ang ngturo...aunn... ehh.. after the 2nd service punta cla atc... kea... we had to go home.... soo.. lets first start with what i was wearing...
aun.. i was wearing a red shirt dress blouse, and wearing my sister's BNY pants, and my mom's hiGh heels!!! i still have foot aches.... and blisters!.. but i looked preeeetty good... haha... aun...tas ung hair ko.. naka side view....

ok.. now lets start with what happened....


first when i woke up... i took a bath, and thought what my dream was.... i dreamt of Gerard being My friend... but too bad he had a girlfriend... then the next dream was at church.... there was like this gathering... and everyone was there... i was with ate jhanine... looking at something... tas biglang sumingit c dave... haha.... he asked 4 my fone... ts aun.. nagicing aku.... ts.. aun nga.. naligo ako... tas... ang lmig ng 2big!!! and the night b4 pala.. d xure kung xama tlga kmi... ero sumama rin.. tas... i wore my clothes... tas... aun.. nag 2thbrush na ku.... tas bumaba na me... sakay na ng Van... then un.. naka upo lng ako.. sundo namin c ptr. adrian... then we went to church na... when we got there, i saw nad... sa may pinto.... xa rin ngtanggal ng parang harang sa parking space ni dad..... tas after nun... edi bumaba na kmi... tas... aun... i went straight to the office Rum... tas... ala... nag try out me ng ibang sapatos... and i ended up with mom's high heels... soo... nagsuklay me, then i went to the church sanctuary... nkita ku, nandun na c cedric, ung kptid ni celine, kea tignan ku kung nandun na c celine... soo.. pglabas ko.. nandun nga xa... tas aun.. hehe... then nag usap lng kmi... tas nag word na... after ng word, nag cr kami... tas usap lng.... then nkita ko c jopette... nag usap rin... then bumaba c ate.... tas dumating c chester... tas... nag usap lng... tas... after nun... nag praise and worship nahh... ang saya.. natalon ako na naka high heels!! haha... buti d nacira.... tas... aun... umaliz me... tas nagpunta me sa office... wla na pagkain... hingi me ky mom ng fud... tas nung lumavas me.. hintay q cla ate jhanine kung saan kakain... while we were waiting kausap namin c nad......... tas aun... we ended up eating in burger machine... tas kumain kmi ni celine dun sa office... kausap namin c kua leif... about pets.... hehe... after that... natapos na ung service... aun.. lumabas na kmi ni celine... tas, pag dting namin dun... aun na ung mga uth... nandun... tas... aun.. hehehe... puro "un" hahaha... soo.. i told them we were leaving... tas aun... we said our gudbyes... pagdting ko sa office... d pa namn... tas aun... nagmmiting ung band... nakanta me ng "helena" tas sbi ko... "and what's the worst you taaake!" then prince said "woorst youu taakee!" then i said. "from every heaaarrt yooouu brreeaaak!!" tas sbi nia... "heeeaaarrrtt yyyouuuuu brreeeaaakk!!!" then i said... "and like a blaade youuu staaain!" then he said... "blaade yoouuu staaain!" hehe.. tawa kmi ng tawa... sbi ku sknya.. ohh jan ka na sa pulpit... gyahin mo xa.... hehe... tas... aun... umuwi na kmi.. we said our gudbyeeess... :(.... tas.. aun... uwi na kmi... katxt ko ngyon c nadd... aun...






and that's the end of the story.....!!



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Saturday, July 23, 2005

well... nag Word of Faith convention nanaman... well... aun... saya rin.... c Christy Campos and Adrian Campos ang nag preach...... aunn.... nandun c nad, prince, chester, simon, sam, anthony, bing , jhanine, max, aaron, and the other guy... haha.. nakakatuwa nga ehh... mga tga imus nag dark colors na shirt...... ines c naad... mejo ilang pa xa sakin.... dhil sa txt namin nun.... mmm.... well ang saya rin... nakakain kami ng chicken and pizza.... hehe.... tas aun... habang nag wword... nag papasa kmi ng notes ni simon, well mostly kmi ni prince... i still have the peice of paper!... haayy.. ines sakin c ate!! wahahha... kninang umaga tinanung ni chester kung may crush si ate ky prince... soo... ang nangyari... sbi ni ate, maporma xa.... tas aun kanina iniwasan 2loy xa ni chester.... haaay.... grabe... crush ko tlga c gerard... :P... hehe.. cge... c ate naghihintay ehh.... mea nlng uli!! mwAh!... GodBleSS....


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Friday, July 22, 2005

shoockzz... ang cute ni Gerard Way!! he's sooo freaakin cute!!!!!!! graveehh..he's soo freaking cute... as in...... e2 picz....


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wooohh... grabehh...

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waaahhh

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eeheeeheeee

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ines nga ehh.. kamuka nia c prince... hawig lng actually... pero mas cute toh noh!!

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wahh... that's hot!

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he looks kind of gay here... but still cute!! haha...


hehe.. cute nohh?! cute nia rin mag salita.... hehe...well stories for today...


i was sick of nad alwayz talking about my sister. how she is, and how he's doing so bad. so.. dineretso ko na xa... sbi ko... nad ddretsohin na kita. sorry kung masaktan ka pero kailangan eh, ssbihin ko toh coz i love you as a friend. maxado na xe eh, d ka na kumakain dahil sa isang gurl, you might even come to a point that you would die for her. its like your life is revolving around her. lifestyle mo na xa. why don't you try God's lifestyle? not ia's lifestyle? dba?.... tas rply xa... sbi nia tama kah... (gosh alam ko na kung ano filing mg councel! haha....) sbi ko... kung kaya mo mag sorry ky ate, mag sorry ka. pero kung inde, wag muna. sbi nia... sorry ah... sorry na ku Lalo na ky GOD! aun... tas... nung pag alis namin... punta kme church. he told me that he had a crush on me. tas aun... ehh.. alang cgnal. kea kala nia d me reply dhil sa cnabi nia.... aunn..... ines nga ehh... kala nia glit ako... tas nung lumabas me sa office, aun may cgnal nahh... nanunuod ako ng fat albert sa luob ehh... tas tinext ko xa..... sbi ko sorry... wala talga cgnal eh.. tas sbi nia, sorry tlga sa cnabi ko, masama bang mging crush ka? sa bagay taken ka na eh! ... aun... tas sbi ko.. okie lng un, past nmn eh... tas sbi nia... hindi okie un... chka d un past noh.... well sbi ko.. okie lng tlga.. chka wlang cgnal..... tas nag kita rin kme... dun sa church. may prakitz xe....mejo ilang ilang na kme... hehe....


tas aun... muntikan na palang d kantahin ang all for love!!!!!! i instantly txtd simon!!!! pero ano ko nmn ky kuya mhell.. sbi ko.. "kuya mhel d po kakantahin ung all for love?" sbi nia "wala pa kung nahahanap na boses para dun eh!" tas sbi ko "ah ok." tas mea mea... chineck nia uli ung list. sbi nia.. "san b ung all for love? gus2 ko sanang tanggalin ung still." my frown went upside dowN! haha... then he checked it... hehe... i txtd simon. "si! change of plans! all for love is in the bag! i repeat all for love is in the bag!" hahaha.....

later that night. i was txting nad... and we were having fun just talking about stuffs.... tas sbi nia... "haay.. miss na kita... dbale, sa sunday mgkikita nmn tau ehh..." then i said. "wla ka tlga plano punta bukas noh? bket ba?" then he said "e1 ko... kailangan mo pa ba ku dun? nandun naman cla ehh" then i said "naii... binababa mo nnmn ung sarili mo. ehh.. mamimiss kita... ero ayaw ko rin namang angkinin ka.. maxado na kung selfish. " tas sabi nia... "cge ankinin mo na ku.... ok lng" sbi ko, "gnon? tlga??" then he said "oo nmn.. bsta ikaw ang aankin... ano? ankinin mo na ku?" then i said "cge bahh... punta ka na bukas?" then he said "cge na nga... ehh pano ikaw?" then i said "anong pano ako??" then he said "ikaw pede kong ankinin?" sbi ko "cge... ero rental lng... may mayari na ehh....." then he said "aii.. wag nlng..." then i said "bket...?" then he said "meron nang mayari eh..." then i said "soo.. ayaw mo?? d wag!!" soo that's the story....




errhg... i miss david... :(....


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Monday, July 18, 2005

i'm soo sleepy... i just finished writing guitar tabs on my notebook... and just finished ruining somone's lie. haha...

so here's the story:

there's this guy, he's like freakin' obsessed with HEART EVANGELISTA... and he says that he's heart. then i tell him that i know the real heart. and that i just txtd her the day before yesterday. and that "heart" should have remembered me. so i tell him that my name is trix garcia. then he popps up about knowing only a "trix conception" haha... then i ask him about his e-add. i told him "baket earlvincent? ano meaning nun?" he says its the name of "pretend-heart's" secret boyfriend. then we're still on the debate... soo i tell him that. i was going to txt heart ryt now!. soo i tell him that heart just replyed, and that she says na cnungaling xa... and that he's such a copy cat! haha... and i told him "f.y.i. heart just broke up with her boyf last last month. bet yah didn't know that?!" and then he replys: "f.y.i. i do." the funny thing is. i made that up. and he kept on agreeing. he really thinks that i know heart! hahaha.... then after that. i read his profile and what do you know?! he's a 22 yr old man that lives in taguige city, and is freakishly obsessed with heart. i told him the exact words and didn't reply. i still have the giggles about it!! hahahahaha....

so that's the story.


last sunday was a blast! i mean the 2nd svc... nag flow!.... ang saya.... the music team sang "tell the world" d bagay ky kuya bong... and mejo nagkakamali pa xa... soo... sbi ko ky cheester, na "mas kaya ng uth yan!" haha... ehh 22oh nmn ehh... soo last sunday..... ate bunny talked to me...

so here's the other story.
she talked to me about the 2 new guys, Chester and Prince. she says that we don't know what they're here for, kung music ba, God, or girls. soo... she explained na kung may nangyari, at least she warned us, i mean, may nagawa daw xa. soo... aun... then biglaan banamang inopen up c dbid?!! sbi nia,,"nagylat nga kami nung kay david eh." i kept on eating Nova until we finished the talk. then i loved the part when she told me that i was prettier than my sister!! hahaha... but i have to freshen up you know? i mean... be a girly girl. but.. i can't... maybe in the following years. i can.. but for now. not yet ready.... soo... i told her halos... half of everything... i can't just lie. so i told her about chester and prince having a crush on my sister. soo.. that was it. coz they give talks to every girl that is close to one guy. or many guys. ang say ko lng dun.... mali bang maging bestfriend ang guy? i mean. pag close ka sa isang guy, kakausapin ka na kagad ng seriosohan. i mean.... they think may relasionship na kagad.... cguro nga naicip nia un... dahil dba... mga young peepz ngyon... d na kailangan sabihin na kayo na... biglaan nalng dbA? and parang... aun.. bsta... iba na ngyon. soo... ang sa church naman... gus2 nga namin, pero napipigilan... coz... both of us are gonna get in trouble... so like if we like each other, and we don't wanna get in trouble, we just w8 for the right time nlng.... para no one gets in trouble... dba.... thats what dave and me are doing... we're just waiting for the right time. nung inaproach na ku ni ate bun, inicip ko... dahil mejo cloze ako sa guys.... inicip ko... "cno kea?! c chester? c nad? oh si simon?!" man... kinabahan tlga ako.... never thought that "talk" would ever happen. haha... soo un lng... ang ano ko lng... mag bestfriends ung girl and boy. is that a crime? hindi nmn dba?... cguro kung nagliligawan na... mejo... adjust na... pero... kung bestfriends lng... dba ok lnG?! hmmp!!.... bhala na.. .mag comment keo sa post na tohh....




now... last sunday rin... i treated nad as if he were my bestest friend. dba nga we went to the mall? all girls. exept xama c kuya mhel and kiel. we ate at burger king. nakakahiya coz i was the only one eating the WHOPPER BURGER tas may apple pie pah... which i've never tasted in my ever life!!. pero c kuya mhel nakain rin ng whopper burger. pero haller... lahat cla blazing burger lng. ehh.. i was hungry. si txtd me and said "san na keo??" then i thought,... ahh... nand2 cla sa rob... haha... cnabi ko ky ate... tas naki txt xa sa friend nia... aun... nandun nga... nagkakaraoke sa arcadan... soo.. we went to the ground floor, and went to pcbs. pinatutugtug ung "sabik" then we were like blabbering about... "nasan ung darating na?? pede bang patugtugin??" aun... pinatugtug nga!! ang ingay namin sa pcbs!! na2wa kami!! then i saw a stock of song books... puro faith music manila, hinahanap ko ung darating na... sbi ko..."bat wala??" then the salesman said "out of stock na ehh!" grabe!! dun ko lng nalaman na gnun ka benta ung darating na!! haha... then nad txtd me. he said, "ui... msta na jan? cguro ang saya nio, miss na kita! musta mo nlng ako ky bunso!(celine) kain mo nlng ako jan! ge.. mwah..." aun... soo.. ehh wala me load nun, kea hiniram ko fone nila ate jen... nagreply me... "ei... yah masaya... miss u 2! d ka parin nakain? e2 binili kita apple pie, pg d mo kinain iiyak ako... -bhie" tas after nun... naglakad lakad lng kme.. tas aun... punta na kmi sa church. when we got there, i went straight inside the sanctuary... tas umakyat me sa bakal na stairs, tas nkita ko c nante, sam, and nad lying on the steps. tas sbi ko ky sam, "c nad..." then nante lightly kicked nad on the foot. then he saw me, and instantly got up. i went down the stairs to w8 for the other youths. tas nung nandun na c nad sa my stairs, aun... binigay ko ung apple pie. nakita ni ate. sbi nia... "ahh kea pala!... swit nio naman." aun.. sabi ko.. "ehh gutom ung tao ehh!!" grrrr!! ines xa.... :P.. that's the end of this wierd story....


we had a meeting pala.... youth band. ayun. pinagusapan namin ung concert. ang daming songs na binigay... 50+... hahaha.... pero 20 lng ang kakantahin... revival.. tas theme "One way".. aun...


i had this dream last night.... it was like all the youth were in a club.. parang fast and the fourious kind of thing. we were in a garage and it was full of hot cars. then nad was there... funny thing is... he liked me. in that dream. then after we talked. he gave me a cheek to cheek. it sent shivers down my spine and thought of david. then nad left. mea mea!! c kuya leif banaman!!! yucky... he gave me a cheek to cheek din?! tama ba nmn un!?! ehh.. mejo napancin ni dad... he was sitting in this hot car, opened the window, and called me. i went in the car. he went out. the window was still open. he talked to me, he asked me "anak may boyfriend ka na ba?" i answered "wala baket?" then he said "d nga... 22ro ko ah... sbihin mo kung xa." he pointed to kuya leif "eto bah...?..." then he pointed nad "oh itoh?" then i answered "WALA NGA!!!" then i woke up! haha... :P...


this is my post for today... signing out... CD...

mwaH!! GOdBleSH...

RemEmbeR SHHHHSSHHHSHSHSHSHS!!!!h hahahahha....


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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

yaY... i haVe LoAd agaIn... aun UNLIMITED uli.. kasu 1 day lng.. haha... aun.. well its been pretty boring.. (again) today... wala me maka txt.. wala nmn load c nad... tas c si, ayaw reply. pero ktxt ko nmn c ate jhanine...


fact: C mom pumayag na Sa sunday punta kmi SM, or kuya leif's house, Nuod DaW fantastic 4.. kahit napanuod ko na... aus lng!haha... kung SM, sa Cine, Kung kuya leif's house, pireted, tas dun nuod... cguro may Free Mangga pah,... well ang tatanungin namin ung Youth, if they have money, nuod tau sa SM. kung kulang ang budget, sa bhy nlng ni kua leif. hehe.. un ung options..:P

haha.. ang saya.. aun... still bored, d na rin reply c ate jahnine... cge..

i'll post later nlng...

bored ako ehh...

un lng...

mwaH!!

GodBLess!!


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mom and dad's back... and they only bought shorts, bracelets, earrings, necklaces... those sort of things... erhg... the bad part of this the necklaces and earrings?... its not my style!! kea... hiningi ko ung mga angklet/bracelets... aun.. haha.. akin lht... ehh 3 lng nmn un!! pero i have shorts...

i was kinda planning to have a henna tatoo.. like kictchie nadal's... on her right ring finger, she has this, firey kind of look henna tatoo, and in the church i'm called "kitchie-green"

fact: Gracie Gave me that name, a long time ago.. and sweet story about her? she's in a hospital ryt now, and his ex-boyf took care of her from 5pm to 3am! its LikE a WaLk to Remember!! haha... that is soo sweet...


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kitchie coz i sing, while playing the guitar and we have kinda the same hair-do... and green coz i put eyeliner on sumtimes like the guy in Greenday...hehe.. so it came out like that...

fact: i was supposed to sing "bulong" by kitchie nadal in our concert. but my dad forbids it... soo... there.... now i'm gonna sing "all for love" by Hillsong United, with Prince prince... haha... cool huh... and he's gonna sing it while playing a guitaR!!



steaming secret: we used to think chester had a crush on me, but now i know the whole thing... chester and i talked, and he was allways like asking kung ok lng xa... so i asked him, "do you like my sister?" tas he said "bat masama bang magcare?" sbi ko, "hindi nmn pohh.." then he asked me if he could trust me... aun... blah blah blah... then he said.. "Repeat The question about me liking your sister." and i did. he said "I do." haha.. i laughed and laughed!! then, i told him that we used to think he had a crush on me, and he told me the wole story about prince having a crush on my sister too... prince told chester and, chester didn't want him and prince fighting over a girl, so chester told prince that he had a crush on me! hahaha...

there... haha... well that's all for now...

GodbLess...

remember... SHHHHHH!!!!


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